It's like finishing a 800m track, I'm at the finishing line, neither top runners nor the last. The slight happiness for completing the course, I felt proud of myself, but anxiety strike as soon as I remember that I'll be leaving this track to somewhere unknown... A little bit of background The one con of schooling system (in my opinion) is that, I am placed into this track, and I got so used to this one direction. Ever since primary school, participating in competitions, scoring in exams, be discipline, earn higher positions, and so on filled up my school life and created who I am today. I would say, my primary and secondary schools aren't top-tiered school. Hence being the top student there doesn't boost much of my confidence, plus I never did well in off-campus competitions. Which I come to terms with myself that I'm might be above average or maybe average, since I'm not at the top (from my perspective). The idea lead me to think of university as a bigg...
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